I have been dreading to make this decision for the longest time. I tried to give excuses on why I should not take this up.
Today, I received a vision from Him during worship:
There were 2 roads, one showing a wide and comfortable road, and the other was a narrow road filled with trials and difficulties. The difference in these two roads was the presence of God. Though the first road was wide and comfortable, it was void of God’s presence and though the other narrow road was difficult, His Presence was there. I saw another picture of the heavenly Father holding the hand of a child on a beam. At times when the child was about to fall, He extended his hand to support him.
And God asked me “which path are you going to take?”
I thought to myself, how would I live a life without His presence? Although it may be comfortable and smooth sailing, God is not going to be with me!! How terrible that will be!!
I think the path I am gonna to take is clear, isn’t it?
Then God spoke to me “I am worth it.”
He added “I am your heavenly Father. 那你在怕什么?”
说真的，我在怕什么？
我怕的是神你不在我身边。
mi vida 