Oh man … i have been eating alot recently. The logic is “I’m leaving soon thus I won’t get to eat all this food.” haha.. This is the excuse that I have been giving myself. And the people around me have been reiterating the same thing too. My dad loves to cook and recently, he cooked alot of food for dinner due to the reason above. Last night, I had curry chicken, fried eggs with prawns and tomatoes, fried kai lan, stewed beef and drunken prawns! Can you believe that? All these for 3 people in the family! Scary…. Shirls says that if this goes on, I’ll need 2 tickets to Chile…hahaaa

My sister has gone to Perth too with her husband. She sent me a very sweet email and she said that my crown will be gigantic in heaven….hahaaa… i hope so…

Charmaine mentioned this statement during the tent making course that makes me contemplate. She said that before any fulfillment of a vision there will be a death to that vision. It seems like a three-step process.

It starts with the birth of a vision.  God birth within us a vision. Then there will seem to be a death to that vision.   We may encounter many difficulties and “fruitlessness” for a long time. It may seem as if God’s promise will never be fulfilled. This is a time of re-definition. From this process, we realize that God is responsible for the results, not us. God refines our motive. After which, God will supernaturally revive the vision. The “death of the vision” allows God to implement his idea his way.

I thought that this is quite true. It seems consistent in the lives of the heroes in the Bible and in my life as well. Thus don’t give up during dry times or when there seems to be a dead-end to the vision because the fruit is just around the corner.